Ok that can only be an official Day One. I think after so may attempts at breaking the big bad habit, I am really at a loss of what else I could really do to change my life. I mean it seems fine and all now that I am crashing, I don't think where my mind will float to when the urge kicks in. I just pray I would have prepared myself for the next storm very soon.
The fact that I am living this two-facet lifestyle - a so decadent and life-threatening problem with a ever-so-ready attitude to jump back at life yet again. There could be some sense of positivism here. I mean a lot of people have not made it back to life. At least I have not overdosed myself or committed suicide
Hence, to resolve this opposition, I need to meditate. It is healing and it can create the inner peace from grounds that these two sides can work from.
The fact that I am living this two-facet lifestyle - a so decadent and life-threatening problem with a ever-so-ready attitude to jump back at life yet again. There could be some sense of positivism here. I mean a lot of people have not made it back to life. At least I have not overdosed myself or committed suicide
Hence, to resolve this opposition, I need to meditate. It is healing and it can create the inner peace from grounds that these two sides can work from.
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